Empathetic Writer

Sometimes when I can't talk I find solace in writing
helps me clear my mind and I'm able to express
what can't be discussed verbally
However, sometimes even when I write
I can't express how i feel
Sometimes all I can do is just that, feel
I may scribble some words on a piece of paper
meanwhile constantly censoring my thoughts
wondering
did i write too much
did i write enough
did i write my thoughts clear
is my audience paying attention
do they even care
I care too deep to even write
So all I can do is cry...