Emotions

Emotion runs deep
Plunging into the ocean
Almost drowning to wake up
and become blinded to today's
reality
That things are a lot harder than it initially seemed
How could the situation of my dreams
turn into a nightmare
As I sit and stare at this same wall
Wondering How did I fall from grace
Looked in the mirror and realized who
i really needed to face
I had to give myself a taste of my own medicine
Realizing how I have to be just as consistent as I want
others to be
How else can I be who I say I be
A heavy burden to carry

 

Shape Up or Ship Out!

A wish granted
Now what?
The newness has worn off and the real work
must be done
I can tell u now  it's not always gonna be fun
Do u have what it takes to make it last
Can u complete a task u have begun?
Lesson number 1
the importance of maintaining the balance
u said u was up to the challenge
Now show n prove
i admit u have a lot to lose by not carrying through
u should of thought about that when u decided to woo me
u thought u could chew and consume me
and i would be yours just like that...
think again
if that's the case i'd rather us just be friends
cus that is not the path i decided to take
no matter how my heart may ache
i must do this for my dignity's sake

Unhappily Ever After, Again?

in trying to find answers

i got even more lost

something about not seeing the forest for the trees

some situations have the ability to bring u to ur knees

bid u adieu

or even

make u at ease

love sometimes can be a tease

especially when one

forgets that it's we and

not just me

in a relationship

I almost had a fit

Then I had to learn to let go

Even though my heart

Mind body didn't want to do so

Somethings just have to be done

Life changes

people that were so familiar

have now become strangers

Its as if u never knew them

Wondering why did your heart even choose them

to begin with

Disappearing in a fine mist

leaving me with no one to speak my language

Feeling the anguish

I decided to finally let go

See what the future decides to show this time.