Loving Myself...

Life changes
often rearranges how i feel
Complacency is a place where i refuse to rest
After all these test life seems to put me through
But I am no fool
nor am i anyone's doormat
Many days I just sat still
and thought about
where i was going
where i was coming from
and how I got
and will I get to
where I need to be?
I apologized to my heart
this time on bended knee
hoping this time it will forgive me
for making the same stupid choices
i made in the past
hoping that this one time the first would be last
and finally the last would
be first
Am I cursed?
Today is mother's day
Ironically today i  give birth to a new me
I am still going by the name of Equality
its just that the new me
is really free this time.
i think i need to print up some signs
to let people know
that this girl over here
had time to grow
and is starting to c the seeds bloom that were planted
way back when I learned how to sow...
Its harvest season
so u know
u can tell by the fruit
blossoming in the sun
I had enough of all the games
they weren't my idea of fun
I thought u were the one
i must of been mistaken
When u inquired about my heart
I should of told u it was taken.
I guess it would of saved me from breaking it again
Lesson learned
I'm ready to move on with my life.
Realizing being somebody's wife may not be the way for me.
Upset that my heart had to be broken into a million pieces for me to c.
Can't complain because in the end my eyes are wide open
and now i c what i am supposed to c.
The only one I need in my life is me!