I know nothing

I have learned in life
 that i truly know nothing...
At one point that nothing what i thought
was something (it really wasn't )
was my everything!
Only to be startled by the harsh reality of life
showing me the consequences of  the choices
I chose
you chose
we all chose
different choices
which directly impacted on each and everyone's life.
Sometimes i think how selfish of me not to take consideration on the impact
of my actions on he and the world.
I at least owe the world that respect
Then I reflected on me being that person that was more concerned about saving the world
rather than saving me.
A martyr I'm not
I opted to take another path
I was out
of that game.
I still remember their names.
How the aged ones laughed with great vigor
u know that I toldja so look on their face
But being so curious
You had to find the better path
u know the one that I finally took
I guess that's why in all of the wrong paths in my travels
I needed to learn which i did
survival to the fittest.
At an early age we learn how to defend self but do we learn at what cost
is that self defended?
That is the question that should of been asked and wasn't
Everybody wants to be a boss even me of course
I even lost my sense of self in the process
I almost became heartless in life but anytime I was that close to losing me
Someone
was there putting up that fight in the name of Love
Everything changes in life
Life of a Venusian somehow something or someone seems to always takes my heart back
from the point of no return
And I am continuing to learn that
One thing I did learn is
when I think I know something I always find out that... I knew not.