Rebuiding Me

Using writing to heal me
I'm starting to c the patterns
That shape me
and my thoughts about love
Through the joy and the pain
The common theme that remained the same
is giving so much of me
Created every state of emotion
that surrounded my Relationship with he
My thoughts ...
my actions
The ignoring of the many infractions
All in the name of love
Tough it seemed
sometimes Because my heart always seemed
to c the good in bad situations
Realizing the vibrations changed
but my heart remained the same
Incarcerated fixated on
Unconditional love
The ups and downs the ins and outs
Thinking that this is what true love is all about
Forgetting the most important key
That's doing what compliments me
I humbly Await
This time not tempting fate
not only gaining the understanding
But living the truth this time
I made up my mind that I deserve so much better
Following my new found lesson
To the letter
I am healed
My heart will not be concealed this time
It will be proudly on display
I fast and pray
I make the right choices in the future
Making sure I do what suits her
You only have one heart
So I cannot
I will not
allow it to be torn apart ever again